Roses are Blue

Violets are Red
Roses are Blue ........

My entire world flipped upside down when i met you
You take the breathe from my lungs leaving me speechless
And i dont mind... because there is no harder task than trying to find
Words to justly define how brightly you shine in my eyes

Roses are Blue
Violets are Red

It amazes me how many laps you seem to run around the track in my head
What makes it more crazy is that we practically just met
What a memorial occasion that was, one i will not soon forget
The day that your name so smoothly slipped from your tongue through your lips
Was the day that my entire world flip
And now the last thing i want, is for my world to be fixed
Leave it alone
Im willing to take the risk, to blindly let my heart leap off of the cliff
If just tell me at the bottom awaits your kiss
And you know that friend your parents always compared you to...and say "If your friend jumped off a bridge would you do it too?"
Well if it were You
Im jumping with no parachute
I would run into a blazing building
If knew your love needed to be rescued
My niqqas can call me crazy, or pussy whipped
I dont care, just as long my lips can be acquainted with your lovely lips
You know? I really do wonder what the future holds for me and you
Even if we dont get to grow old and you marry a baller like Derrick Rose I would be satisfied with being blessed with ever meeting you
Honestly im not even concerned in sleeping with you
My soul is quenched just by seeing you
I wana hold you through the scary movies, protect from freddy, jason, and jeeper creepers too
In the wraps of my arms is where im keeping you
While you're awake and sleep too
It doesnt matter
I wana so you affection in every imaginable fashion
I loved to see you smile and hear you laughing
You flipped my world and Im so glad it happened

Rose are red
Violets are blue

Now since I met you
I cant imagine life without you.

Questioning Love

Love... we all question it
We question if we are in it
If we believe it exists
And if we say it.. we question if we meant it
We use it to describe feelings for long time acquaintances with another
Or the feeling one has for sister or brother
Father or Mother
We start at a young age using this powerful term and it becomes habit as we grow old
Just tryin to put a face on feeling we cant begin to decode
Love is a mystery even I question it myself
Just because love is so many other things... just to define it we need help
So we watch the romantic movies and read the books with page after page drenched in passion and romance
Just to help aide our explanation of this emotional slow dance
Love can be tricky
And let hearts step beyond land
Just to fall in the wrong hands
Love can be so warm
And manipulate the soul into believing that you have found the ONE
Just to have your heart Harmed
Love can make you feel ways you never imagine to feel
Place your mind heart and body in and estate of faith in another that is almost surreal
It can make you cry laugh frown and grin
Send you to worlds end just to make some else happy and you'll go again and again
Because thats what love does... it reaches inside you
Hops on the back of your decision making and rides you to do things that you would never logically decide to..do
And it causes us shame pain and heartache
Friends always ask us well why do you love em then?
And our answer is I just do.
And thats it
The only answer we come up with, no further explanation no nothing
We just do.
This poem right here for all those who's hearts fell into the abyss
Who were lost in the midst of a well timed kiss
This is not just for the women this is also for the brothers
All of the Lovers who thought they were meant to be with another until the finally realized other
Im doing this for my past girlfriends who blame me for breaking they hearts
I dont even know where to start I guess we just drifted apart
But if i told you i love you meant it and every tear that im dropping on this keyboard as I spit this is authentic
I question love I question every kiss every hug I question all the downs and the ups I question every time i hear the word love I question my first love I question the best and the worst love I question false love I question true love... I question you love.
Dont show me no more mates
Show me my soul mate
Make me believe that there is such thing as someone being made for me
Im tired of the dating and these boogie ass relations
I want a revelation
Show me some compensation for all of my pain and my patience
Send me my angel
And if requests
Falls upon the ears of the deaf
And my tosses of love darts never hit their mark
On that females heart
Well until then....Love in my text will always be followed by a question mark (?)

what's worth fighting for

Sometimes I ask myself
What is worth fighting for
We unite for fights and war
But when its time to love
Unity is absent
I see peace through the glass
Since I can't get to it i just leave a hand print
I dream to know what it really feels like
To be at peace, but im always awakened by real life
Whats really worth fighting for?
I stand lost, with all my weapons and armor on
Strapped to the T, but with no objective
I think the target is gone
So where does that leave a soldier
A man Standing in no mans land
No momma there to hold ya
Ready to fight without a cause
So eager to unleash the beast within
But have no reason to expose your teeth or claws
It leaves me lost
Heart Frost-bite to the touch
Because I don't know why I'm here
But for some strange reason I can never give up
On this journey to find fight worth fighting
Then It hit me like almighty Zeus pelted me with a bolt of lightning
Love is worth it all
Worth much more than fighting for
Thats something to die for
Lay down your life for
And i don't mean love like
Husband and Wife
I mean love like
Love thy neighbor just because like you
God gave them life
What is worth fighting for?
Love is!
I can finally exhale
And put down my armor and weapons
This fight calls for no bloodshed
There are already enough dead
Because of hate
In the words of MLK
At the center of non-violence, stands the principle of love
So you can fight on either side of the
War in Iraq or the War on Drugs
But The cause I will not only fight for but DIE for is Love

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Love is the same as pain
Just in a different form
You feel it stronger than any emotion ever felt
You hear it
Feel it
See it
Touch it
You know when its there.

You hear the words "I Love You"
Don't necessarily believe it
But when you see it,
You see someone putting you before themselves
You see them making you happy before themselves.

When you feel it,
Your mind wonders and ponders
Your mind begins to narrow down thoughts
To that one significant other in your life
The one that makes you smile
Helps you get through your days
Not always sufficiently but
Most definitely in a serene
Calm and unique way
You might exaggerate the little things you always do
So that everyone can see
The love in your eyes,.

When you touch love,
You feel that special someone
The warmth from their gentle embrace
Sometimes it allows shivers to run through your spine
And butterflies in your stomach
Your heart beats fast
And tears come down your face
Ans you just think and recognize that, that one person
is the difference
between life and death,
You frowning and smiling,
You laughing and crying,
You wishing that you were dead and you thanking God for the breath of life.

Thinking of Oliver
brings that thought,
Sight
And feeling to me.
that is how it is known that i love my Oliver.
When i think of him,
A smile takes place of my heart
And i feel like my heart takes me where i want to go.
My mind has no effect on me anymore.
My heart does and says it all.
I love you Oliver
And i always will .

Dwelling on my past.

There are so many things that I've done that I wish I hadn't. So many mistakes and bad decisions I made and I take partial credit for it all. Although I am my own person and I've always made my own decisions, I blame my parents for these bad decisions and mistakes. When I was in elementary school, my father moved out of the house. Even though when he was there it was like he wasn't, his presence still stood out in the house. My brothers and I didn't really favor my father due to his temper. He had a really bad one. He believed in physical discipline along with being grounded and we hated that. His behavior made me fearful in him. When he left it didn't really take toll on us. We were actually kind of happy. But now that I look back on it, fear in my dad really kept me innocent. My mom is the best mom in the world and I love her to death. She trusted me and took my word over anyone else. But at certain points in my life, I took advantage of her trust and made stupid decisions some that she still to this day don't know about. I honestly feel like if my father stayed at home with us, the decisions that I made, would not have been possible because I would be afraid of getting in trouble. Recently, this depressed me. It took toll on my life but now that I have grown to see the mistakes that I made I just embrace and look at it as a lesson learned.

Future

My goals in life include opening an entertainment center, opening a hair salon, creating a non-profit organization for teens and becoming a criminologist. I've been doing a lot of thinking about how I am going to go about achieving my goals and I haven't came up with anything. I spoke to my sister about it and as always, I was told "You need money to make money." I have to go into deeper thinking about the means and ways of accomplishing my goals in life. I think I'm going to talk to my dad about it. He's really smart and should have a lot to say about this. I know he's going to be very proud of me because daddy always dreams big and he wants his children to do the same.

Beautiful Soul

I awoke this morning
With a life all new,
I found my thoughts
Running to you.
Your look your touch
I know they are real
You done so much
You made me feel.
My mind is spinning,
Out of control,
 the thoughts of winning
Your beautiful soul.

Love

Love is not limited by time, space or age. it is the highest expression of human emotion. When it is given purely without expectation of return and accepted freely without perimeter and conditions it is a gift unto itself. Nothing can break loves bond. Not even the face of death and that is the one treasure that makes life beautiful. i love thee with the breath, smiles and tears of all my life and if God chooses, I shall love thee better after death.

Shh! Its a Secret!

Is it okay to keep secrets from your spouse? To extent yes but mostly no. I feel like if this "secret" is something of the past and sheds no light on your future then leave it there. Why risk your future telling about your past when it isn't relevant? Ask no questions and tell no lies. But if the secret can affect your future then it should be addressed prior to it being exposed. It is better to come forth before the other person finds out. If the other person finds out before he/she is told, it would result in lack of trust for the other person and the relationship may fall apart.

Cheating!

Why do people have sexual encounters with people other than their partners? Why do people cheat? I believe that cheating is done through either emptiness, greediness or maintenance. People may feel that their partner doesn't satisfy them the way someone else can. For example their partner may not "go down town" because they don't want to so, the person would go else where to get it from someone who is willing to "go down town." Some people have enough. They have affection and sexual satisfaction but yet when they see something that looks attractive, they want that too. And last but not least, I think that the people around you may influence you to cheat so that you can maintain some sort of status within your social life. These days, a guy sleeping with a lot of females are commended for it and so they might want to keep up that reputation.

Unbalanced Love

Yeah, I believe you love me but the problem with this "love" we "share" is that it's not balanced. People often say "You must learn to love yourself before you love others" or "You can't love someone if you don't first love yourself." Well I, DISAGREE! I learned to love you more than myself and fell short when it came to catering to me for years at a time. Putting your heart and emotions before me and my basic emotional needs as a human being but you live by the foolishness loving yourself more than me and hurting me in the process. To me, that isn't real love that is being "shared" between us. Shared love involves sacrifices and adjustments. The other person's well being comes before your own. It becomes your first priority, like how we are God's first priority. Hurt doesn't exist but yet is accepted because it is in our nature to make mistakes. But still, it is in my nature to forgive mistakes that weren't willfully committed; mistakes that aren't always obvious to the naked eye, it is in my nature to love, appreciate and accept those who love me, the way I love them.

Where I am

Where am I? I'll tell you where I am. I am in the real world. The world where everyone is about money, fashion and catering to their selfish needs. The world where truths are buried by lies and the value of love, sex, marriage, respect, loyalty and honesty has diminished as if it never meant a thing. The world where every woman stands alone and every man for themselves. The world I DON'T belong in. Now, Come Find me!