Friday, November 12, 2010

Who are you?

Who are you to come into my life and captivate my heart like you had good to do with it? Who are you to feed me bullshit and tell me that it was good for me? Who the fuck are you? Who are you to use me for my time, energy, money, body and talent? Who are you to degrade my personality with your actions? Who the fuck are you? You are no better than I am! No one is better than I am! I am a beautiful bitch. Smart Cool and Funny. I'm more than generous and genuine and I have nothing but love for everyone. Even those that hurt me. I know who I am but who the FUCK ARE YOU? Who gave you permission to treat me like you cared and then take it all away? Who said it was okay to make me think that we were building, getting stronger and with time and effort we would be the best of the best? What made you think it was okay to NOT care about me when I did nothing but care for you? Who are you to accept my all and give nothing in return? For months at a time my world, my life and my heart revolved around you! And now that you're not into me any more you find it okay to just treat me like I never mattered like I hurt you like I'm a bad person. Fucking with you helped me to realize what kind of person I am. I give and don't take I just wait my turn to receive. And now that nothing but pain has come of that I don't feel comfortable trusting anyone the way I trusted you. I could never give my heart, mind and soul to another unless I get theirs first. I'm washing my hands of your blood. I refuse to  be treated this way because I don't know who the FUCK YOU ARE ANYMORE!

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