So..You..Say

SMh. I feel like I can't have consideration for anyone's feelings being in a relationship. My bestie has issues and hates life because he doesn't want to be single and relationships just aren't working out for him right at this point in time. So instead of shutting him down and saying I'm just going to talk to you tomorrow my boyfriend wants me to say "I'm chilling with my boyfriend so I'm going to talk to you tomorrow." Or maybe something along the lines of that. I understand that its after hours and its bad enough that I haven't been hanging out with any of my friends lately and they all pretty much hate me and want to curse me out every time we speak but at the same time, not being there for a friend knowing that they need you is over doing it. And then to top it off, I'm basically rubbing it in their face saying well I have a significant other and you don't so fuck you until I have time for you makes it even worse. But my point of view is bullshit, as usual. Nothing new though. Then I get the "Well I wonder if she's claiming me?" Or "Is she doing funny shit?" Like seriously, what am I to do? Can't have the best of both worlds I see. Trust is going "THAT WAY," I feel. And all I could do is SMh and say, "So you say .. "